My evil proclivity

I think I finally figured out what is wrong with me. I promised myself I wouldn’t blog until my test is over later today, but I wanted to write it down lest I forget.

My problem is that my biggest (and sometimes only effective) motivator is urgency, which is why I tend to procrastinate. The problem is that urgency also causes stress which starts messing with my head and emotions and throws the rest of me out of balance.

I don’t know why urgency is such a big motivator in comparison to other things, and I don’t know how to change it, but at least identifying it might help me.

I’ll explain more later, after the test is done.