Posted in Writingson Feb 13, 2006
I’m not the type to quote song lyrics in my blog. I might make a few exceptions tonight.
Tell me there’s some hope for me. I don’t know how to dismantle an atomic bomb. I mean, who do think I am? But maybe by some unwritten rule, everything will be alright? I’m so scared about the future, but I don’t think I want to talk to you about it.
I was so wanting to do something that has never been done, but now I must move along. I needed, but instead I got something for which I had no use. It is because of you. I’m no fool. Was it all pretend? I am afraid. How could you dare? Was I sabotaged?
I hear the songs, in the middle of the night, they speak my words, they fill my sight. In this nocturnal state.